Posted by karen_kay on February 5, 2007, at 19:32:08
the next person who tells me to 'calm down' or 'chill out' or whatever will not only feel the wrath of 'mean' kk, but will be suffering from it for many years to come. sreiously!
including my therapist, doctor, crisis line (no help, thanks guys, i can count to 10 on my own!), and any other wankers who cross my path.
bye bye fun karen, hello mean kk! grrrrr!
so, how's everyone else doing? this has been my pattern. physical violence, followed by shameless guilt. oh, and incessant talking.
the answer, according to pdoc? up my topamax (don't redirect me mister bob, i'm warning you now!) which is now at 150 mgs, slowly upping to 400 mgsd, as planned..... well, she just said 'go on up to 400. lethargic? well, that's better than mania, right?' grrr... i'm gonna go beat her sensless too. (be sensitive? tell her that!!!)
grrr again.....
poster:karen_kay
thread:730143
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20070130/msgs/730143.html