Posted by Deneb on January 31, 2007, at 15:04:17
In reply to Re: I feel sad, posted by sunnydays on January 30, 2007, at 21:25:12
> **** I know that feeling well. But somehow I usually manage to wake up in the morning and make myself do it. But I know the feeling.
Any tips on how to make myself get up in the morning? I can barely get myself up for the afternoon. It's sad, but one thing that helps me up sometimes is Babble. I'm curious about new posts so I get up to read them.
> **** I don't. Because three quarters of the time my dreams are horrible. But I had a good dream last night, and I wish I could live in that dream. But that's why you have good dreams - to help you clarify what you want in life and to give yourself a reminder of what good feels like.
I don't care if my dreams are good or not. Most of them are neutral. I enjoy scary dreams because it's better than my life. I like all dreams except the ones about failing school.
> *** Therapy is the best way to get out of a rut like that. It's hard to tell, but it sounds like it may be depression. But therapy is most helpful, at least for me. It's hard to just 'pull yourself up by your bootstraps'. It helps sometimes to have someone cheering you on.
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> sunnydaysI'm already doing therapy. It doesn't seem to work sometimes.
I don't want to be an adult. I can't handle it. I don't want to think about my future. I don't want to have responsibility. I want time to stop. I need time to stop. I want to live in a fantasy land. I don't want reality. I want to be 4 years old. I want to go back. I don't want to go forward. I don't want to face life. I want time to stop. Please stop. I don't want to face things.
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