Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 25, 2007, at 22:22:47
In reply to Re: Deneb - a little story for you............, posted by Deneb on January 25, 2007, at 21:00:00
((((((Deneb)))))))
I'm so worried about you right now. You've had several crises in not many days. In your mom's own mind she's really worried about you too.
You were brave to tell your parents. BOTH parents. Your mom is kind of hung up on "why" but that's a different story. The MOST important thing is to find out for yourself what will change in your life to help you avoid this reaction to crisis.
Even though you may feel better when you see your pdoc next, you should bring her your posts. At the very least, you are having some extreme mood swings. She may be able to prescribble you something to give you some relief. In an ideal world she would give you the tools to help you gain insight into the roots of your behaviors and help you recognize your strength and positive qualities that will give you the power to make changes in your life.
Your dad sounds like he's stable and sensible. Please use his advice when you feel uncertain. Your mother sounds like she's having her own troubles coping right now.
thank you SO much for taking care of you, and doing the right things. Using the phone, telling your parents, telling the doctors, compliance at the hospital.
I hope you find some peace and calm in the coming days. Take it easy on yourself for a while, okay? Maybe a little "mental-health" day is called for. Whatever engagements you have that are stressing you out- cancel them and take care of YOU. School work can wait- ask your pdoc to write a letter. It doesn't make you a bad person to have these thoughts and behaviors. You are still Deneb, and you are still a very special person to me.
hugs and love to you friend,
-Ll
p.s. body butter?
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