Posted by Dinah on October 29, 2006, at 9:19:45
It's lovely here. Seventies and eighties. The newscaster said that there was no excuse for not going out today, and that's soooo depressing because I probably have to put in a ten to twelve hour day and if I step outside to frolic it'll put me right to sleep.
It's especially galling because I feel a spark of interest for the first time this fall. This is my favorite time of year, and I have been quite distressed that I've been looking outside and feeling nothing. None of the lift I usually feel as the temperature drops.
Maybe a window in the tunnel of depression? Maybe even a lifting? The nice thing about cyclothymia is that if you don't like the internal climate, you just have to hold on a month or two and a new front just might come through.
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