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Re: no motivation, cant hold job, dont care anymor

Posted by leo33 on September 23, 2006, at 11:23:24

In reply to no motivation, cant hold job, dont care anymore, posted by vince M on September 15, 2006, at 12:10:35

OMG, im 39 and you could not have written the words better if I was currently decribing myself.
I mean almost exact, it's kinda scary. But I have held jobs for periods of length. Not now thou.
If you find out what is wrong with you, let me know cause we suffer from the same syndrome, lol.

Leo

> im 25, ive had these problems since i was 21 or so. The main thing is, is that I cant keep a job. When i get a job, i worry my self to death about getting enough sleep, so much so, that it keeps me from sleeping. It happens every time, I struggle all night to get some sleep and it doesnt come till about 10 min before my alarm goes off. the first couple days i can stagger out of bed and barley make it on time to work, but by the 2nd week im so exausted since i havent been sleeping i end up sleeping through my alarm and getting fired. When i dont have a job, my motivation level falls to the basement. Ill get up, get the paper, cirle some adds, then just kind of lose touch with myself and not follow up. I get depressed and dont want to do anything. now days i sleep till 10 or 11, its rediculous. and at night ill stay up till 1 or 2 watching tv couse i know if i go lay in bed im just going to toss and turn for the next 3 or 4 hours. with the tv ill be out in 2. I started smoking pot to help me sleep but then that turns in to all i want to do. ill wake up and it will be the first thing i think about, cause it helps me exscape/ignore the cycle of lazyness i seem to be stuck in. I need help and I cant seem to help myself. Ive quit the pot but not much has changed, im just more aware of my state of whatever you call it when you do nothing. I want to change, I have no insurance and little money. i cant afford Rx or dr's. and the state needs me to pass a drug test before they will see me. Its tough. DOES ANYBODY ELSE FEEL THIS WAY, IT SEEMS LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE AND I CANT REALLY TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT BECAUSE I FEEL ASHAMED, LIKE I AM CHOOSING TO NOT SLEEP AND TO BE DEPRESSED. I TELL MY SELF ALL THE TIME THAT ALL I HAVE TO DO IS GET UP, AND GO. BUT I JUST CANT. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME


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