Posted by llrrrpp on July 28, 2006, at 19:22:39
In reply to Re: hope it's just jet lag, posted by Phillipa on July 28, 2006, at 18:27:20
> Bet you feel slightly better getting out of the room and see people on the street at least I hope so. And you were so excited maybe it is jet lag? Love Phillipa
yeah, you were right. I did feel better getting out of the room. and perhaps it's because I just got too excited and tried to do too much yesterday. I should have had a goal today. Like "visit Stanley Park"
Haven't been in a single meeting/lecture that was truly monumental. Usually at these things there's something where I just feel like "WOW". I haven't gotten the wow feeling yet. just a feeling like, "these are the best people in my field, and this is the best they can come up with? is this mediocrity going to be me in 20 years?"
I'm asking myself if there's anything here that is even worth me thinking about? why does it matter? Why am I in this field?
oh well. time to go back and join the troops. but first I have a little update. please read below.
-ll
poster:llrrrpp
thread:671486
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20060728/msgs/671548.html