Posted by Deneb on July 10, 2006, at 23:48:40
In reply to Re: *Suicide trigger* » Deneb, posted by Joan797 on July 10, 2006, at 23:37:19
> Are you thinking of suicide because you really hate life itself or do you just want to hurt the ones around you and "make them sorry"?
I don't really hate life, I'm just not very successful in life. I think I do sort of want to make my Mom sorry for what she said. I'm a horrible person. I think I have a borderline personality disorder. I want to kill myself when I'm frustrated and upset.
> You cannot control other's feelings. No matter how hard you try. Trust me, I've been there. I know that it won't help telling you that it would be a huge loss for your friends and family if you carried out your plans, but it would.
I don't know if I really make much of an impact on people's lives. I think some people would be sad if I died. I don't think I really want to die. Sorry I threatened again. I'm calmer now and I'm not going to buy a rope again.
Thank-you for caring.
Deneb*
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