Posted by corafree on May 8, 2006, at 9:59:49
In reply to Re: NERVOUS BREAKDOWN - THE REAL THING » corafree, posted by Phil on May 8, 2006, at 6:12:51
Hi Phil. I only got out of bed (lying there crying and now feeling like more is coming) to come to the computer here.
I don't know who to turn to, as far as any IRL support, besides the county system here that I am 'new' to.
I tried to call the office where the P is and it is still on transfer to the crisis line .. prob' till 9a.
Crisis already knows how I'm feeling and said they would call me this morn' to see if I had contacted my P.
Crisis also said they could see that it would be hard for me to live so close (one mile) to my ex-veryabusive-husband.
These things I've held inside, I had children and needed to work, so just held on. Well, they're trying to bust out of me now, and I don't know if I'm strong enough! Maybe that's why I had the first nervous breakdown.
I need to find a therapist that will help me get myself back w/o falling apart.
Knowing what I need isn't enough. I have to be strong enough to get to it. I'm afraid I'm not and that's why I had the first nervous breakdown.
This morning ... I feel physically weak ... sick ... old; weaker and sicker and older than I am!?
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> I'm sorry you had to endure that. Can you contact your doctor today?
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