Posted by woolav on May 3, 2006, at 7:24:16
Hello, I have not been on a for a long time. But, of course, things stop being good. But, right now I have really gotten things screwed up.
I lost my job the end of march, went into major depressive episode, couldnt get out of bed for weeks, stopped taking my meds (some of them) basically just wanted to die. (still working on getting out of this depression hold) but, the really bad thing is that I think/know I am pregnant. I had suspected this right around the time I lost my job. Well, knowing that all my meds can cause poss. birth defects, I planned to get an abortion. Well, with me not working, my husband has been struggling to make ends meet (which is very very hard for us with 1 income) we have not had the money for an abortion, so the weeks have been going by and i am still preg. and know dont even know how far i am or if abortion is still a possibility.
I feel like life couldnt get worse. well, it almost did, my dad almost died last week. but thank God he didnt. I dont know what to do.
S
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thread:639538
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