Posted by Joan797 on April 22, 2006, at 10:13:10
It's all falling down around me and I can't stop it. So many things happening, so many hurtful things and I am losing control. Drinking too much, not spending enough time with my kids, hurting others by my actions. All because I let someone take control of my mind and heart and now I am suffering the loss over and over again because I am too week to say STOP IT!!! I allow this hurt in everytime the phone rings or the computer say's I have mail. I am being used, I know it, I am allowing it, and I am not stopping it.
I am so weak.
poster:Joan797
thread:635799
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