Posted by med_empowered on February 28, 2006, at 1:09:48
In reply to Re: I hate my life » med_empowered, posted by sleepygirl on February 27, 2006, at 23:45:40
i hate whining, and i know its obnoxious its just..i feel so miserable. And I write--thats my big hobby--but all I can write about is THIS, this sense of misery and despair I have here.
I'm going to start exercising. And eating better. And..I'm going to quit smoking.
Other than that...I think maybe I'll try to look on the bright side: so, I'm not exactly in school right now. I'm lucky to still have some $$$--Deneb was right; I could have had the misfortune to have been born in some impoverished African country or something. Maybe I'll go on a road trip.
I think I need a change of scenery. I'm applying to an out-of-state school to try to accomplish that. Maybe it'll work out. If not..I can still move out of state; I'll just have to work a little harder to get into school.
Ugh. Thanks--I like writing about problems here b/c I can get feed back. My friends offer help, but I can't fully open up to them about **exactly** what it is I'm feeling. My family isn't of much help, really. I try to write it out myself, as a form of catharsis or something, but I just get stuck...stuck in the same feelings.
Thanks for listening and offering advice.
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