Posted by Deneb on January 4, 2006, at 15:10:33
In reply to GOOD JOB!!! » Deneb, posted by LegWarmers on January 4, 2006, at 12:00:12
>..., and why don't you go back to pdoc 1?
I think pdoc1 is still on maternity leave.
> > I hadn't thought of it that way...that it might be seen as manipulation. I guess in order for it not to be seen as manipulation I would need to take a more serious OD. But that runs the risk of being put in the hospital.
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> why Deneb? That still makes no sense to me? taking a more serious one would run the risk of hurting yourself internally and possibly irreversible consequences. We think we are indestructible but we really are kind vulnerable. If I were you Id try to build the courage to tell the pdoc that this is your logic.You're right, I was thinking about this after class and it makes no sense. I don't know why I keep thinking I have to OD sooner or later. It's like I'm saying "Jenny, you gotta OD." I don't know why exactly I need to do it.
> > If I'm ever going to OD again, I'd better do it AFTER my semester is over, perhaps in April or the beginning of May. Must remember to not breakdown before my semester is over.
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> So you ruin your summer? Not a good plan. You have no idea how you will react, even with meticulous planning and calculations! Some weird chemical reaction could be occuring from stress or hormones at the time you take the overdose and voila! you've done it because the dose you so carefully planned was enhanced by your hormones.I think the possibility of me miscalculating is low, but I think I see what you mean.
> Good work, Good luck in class
Thanks
Deneb
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