Posted by zeugma on December 20, 2005, at 14:53:20
In reply to Re: when a good friend won't talk to you no more.. » alesta, posted by zeugma on December 20, 2005, at 14:28:20
you know A that even feeling like i am there for *myself* is not a frequent occurence. right now i am staring at the floor and feeling totally wiped out by an attempt to get myself to communicate.
and i did talk earlier today with someone whom i undersstood in the past, but who now has become as indecipherable to me as sanskrit. and i wonder if there was *real* understanding in the past, or some kind of illusion thereof on her part.
and i *think* i understand others. it's in a gesture, a look. intangible things. but i understand others in bits and pieces. and i am terrible at puzzles. (although when you get a glimpse of people as they are it is not puzzle-like but just there, plain and simple. equally plain when you're looking at a puzzle and not a person.)
-z
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