Posted by Larry Hoover on November 26, 2005, at 20:12:50
In reply to Re: Please tell me » Larry Hoover, posted by ClearSkies on November 24, 2005, at 12:45:34
> Oh, Larry! I had no idea of the level of your suffering, and I hope that there is the possibility of improvement soon.
It's such a challenge, when the doctors are arguing over how to manage it. More surgery? More drugs? Wait and see?
> I'm so sorry that your pain is overwhelming you right now, and you are still hurting from the unresolved issue of your block.
Unfortunately for me, the last time I mentioned my pain, I started to reach out, and I soon found myself blocked. It's all kind of jumbled together on me, now. I never got a chance to work any of it out. Does it seem unresolved to you, too? Or are you empathizing with me?
> Unfortunately I can't see that ever being addressed - and how could we ever undo something so hurtful?
It's an open wound. It's just not going to get better, I guess.
When my block was up, I was six days before surgery, and I tried posting. It wouldn't let me post. You can't babblemail until you post (after a block), so I felt totally isolated from everyone.
I'm sorry. I don't know why I'm going into that here. I'm really grateful for all your caring.
> Best for us all if we are able to know that the past is gone forever.
The past isn't gone, here.
> Larry, you are loved and much respected here. your presence means a great deal to myself and others.
Thank you, so very much. And I'm glad the skies have cleared. :-)