Posted by alexandra_k on July 11, 2005, at 8:11:21
oh yes indeed it is. i have never been a good waker. left to my own devices i'd lie in bed all day. not sleeping as such but dozing and... ruminating i guess... i cry a lot in bed.
when i have to get up in the morning (for class or work or whatever) then i can get myself into a routine. i used to struggle... but i could get myself to class for 9am. then i started working in the library and i had to get up at 6am. i managed. and it wasn't toooo bad. i would sleep at night not too much of a problem because i needed to sleep after getting up that early.
but now i don't have to get up at any particular time so i have gotten back into old habits. that means i don't get to sleep until 3 or 4am and don't get up till 11 or 12. i wander into uni just in time for lunch. do a couple hours... feel thoroughly fed up and bugger off home.
sigh. type A personality i am not. in the past i have actually found this sleep / wake cycle to be really very productive. i get home and watch some kids cartoons and then settle into work around 7 or 8. then i can work completely undisturbed until 3 or 4 am.
part of it might be to do with my general avoidance of people. part of it is probably something to do with my baseline mood which is a little on the low side. i've only bounded out of bed in the morning for special occasions such as exams and conferences.
hmm.
it doesn't really matter though. does it?
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