Posted by smokeymadison on April 6, 2005, at 13:49:25
hey all,
Sorry i haven't been here in a while--everything has been crazy the last few weeks. I got evicted and had to move in with my mom--somebody i haven't lived with since i was 12. my parents are divorced and my dad has custody, so I see my sisters every other weekend. it has been nice to spend time with them--i have rarely seen them the last 5 years. I found out that my baby sister (OK she is going on 12 now) is quite the poet. I get along very well with my mom but i have a lot of anger towards my stepdad. nobody here knows that i know that he beat my brother once and i don't want to bring it up. my stepdad is very nice towards me--always has been. but i hate him for what he did and how he constantly degrades my mom. something to work on in therapy, I suppose, since i start with a new therapist next Monday.
I have been trying to find work. there is an opening for a assistant manager position at a nearby store i am hoping i can get. it would pay a lot of money and if i get it, i would not have to declare bunkruptcy. I could easily pay off all my debts in a year before returning to school to finish my degree. I am very worried about getting very depressed if i don't get the job. I have about two years of management experience--so i am qualified, but i just hope that i don't have a panic attack at the interview. very worried about that...
SM
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thread:480731
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