Posted by Susan47 on February 10, 2005, at 15:54:12
In reply to Gracie, sunny » Susan47, posted by Toph on February 10, 2005, at 15:36:43
I know I woke up like that this morning and briefly, briefly it's changed, and I don't know what's ahead for me tomorrow morning either. It might be a dreaded Dead morning, it may lead to a worse-than-death day, I may have to do something extreme to feel alive. I may end up making a lot of calls to a certain ex-T's machine, or something even more desperate. Just to feel alive.
I'm really really anxious about tomorrow night. Friday nights, as someone once suggested here, are not good for me. I don't get my kids those nights and that's really hard. I have trouble making plans too 'cause some fear holds me back so that's a big minus. Toph, what is it about this site, about talking to others who feel what you do at times, that makes us so heartwrenchingly honest? (((Toph)))
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