Posted by KID A on January 26, 2005, at 17:41:02
Maybe you don't know me, a few at least do, still here. One of my friends is on an enforced vacation for a year, but you know... Solitary confinement is good for mental illness... It teaches you just how bad you really are.
I just wanted to say I miss the people who probably will never read this, not because they perused over it... but because they have gone to places unknown, some so far away that it can not be known.
There are things that I've experienced here that haunt me every day of my life... that stare back at me, recreant, disabused, rigid, in the mirror... whatever image is there, it's not me anymore.
If we can just make a surogate effort towards life, maybe we can survive to see the world ostracize us further, as helthcare becomes entirely privatised, as social security is squandered and the profits go to the wealthy.
The haven't ever been patients, only doctors, the doctors came first, and then the patients... and this is the way that the living exist off the dead... and they've been doing it some four thousand years.
I miss you stacey, I miss you more than happiness.
I miss you, who knew me, when it all fell apart. Then, let not my sorrow die, though they are dead.
namaste, and bless you all.
poster:KID A
thread:448286
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