Posted by Daisym on January 26, 2005, at 12:36:19
In reply to Re: Is anyone awake? » daisym, posted by antigua on January 26, 2005, at 5:38:09
Thanks Antigua, I WILL put something in my pocket. I hadn't thought of that, but given the stress of the next few days, I think I will put the little picture my therapist gave me where I can reach in and just know he is still with me. I need to think of something that reminds me of my babble family too...any suggestions?
The mom stuff is way hard. And for some complicated reason, my feelings and connection to my therapist get all tangled up in my feelings about my mom. Perhaps it is the inability to really protect me from the memories (or back then, the abuse) -- even though he is a 1000 times more supportive and WANTS to hear it, not pretend like it never happened. I don't know.
As far as keeping the faith, I'm trying. I don't want to question God as to why this happened, I just want to know, "where was He?"
I'm bring my lap top as I travel so I can at least stay connected to you guys. Thanks for the support.
Daisy
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