Posted by Angel Girl on January 25, 2005, at 0:26:05
In reply to Re: The Loss of my Soul, posted by Adagrace on January 24, 2005, at 23:13:10
Adagrace
I'm sorry that I don't know what you've been through to bring you to this point but I've felt the same way as you have before. It is a horrible place to be. You haven't done anything to deserve this emotional pain. I used to think the same thing as you. As hard as it is to believe this right now, and I know you won't, it will get better. I know you don't believe me because when others said that to me when I was where you are, I didn't believe it either because I couldn't feel it. I felt too low with absolutely no hope whatsoever. But AG it will get better, maybe not tomorrow, next week, next month but slowly but surely you will rise out from that black hole that you are residing in bit by bit. It will take very little baby steps and you will begin to see the flicker of light at the end of that tunnel that you can't see right now and when you see that very small flicker of light, you'll begin to feel a little better. With continued baby steps the light will get brighter and brighter till you find your way again. Believe me, I never thought I would make it out again, it seemed so infeasible to me but I did and you will too. I promise you. You just have to hang on girl. Keep talking. Tell us how you feel and we will help you all that we can. You can do it. It's not hopeless. I know it looks that way, but it's not. I'm living proof of that. I know how truly horrible you are feeling now and I wish I could reach my hand out to yours and pull you out of that hole right now but we both know it's not that easy. Do you have a therapist and a pdoc. Be sure to tell them exactly how you are feeling. They can both help you to find that small flicker of light and we here at PB will also help you. Don't be afraid to ask for help. You will make it. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{Adagrace}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Another AG who cares very much!
poster:Angel Girl
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