Posted by Dinah on January 1, 2005, at 21:20:13
I thought I had it licked. Arrogant me.
There are some changes in my life that make an increase in OCD reasonable because they upset the accomodations I've made to keep the OCD under control.
But the increase in OCD is more than can be accounted for by that.
I'm not sleeping well, not even with meds. The anxiety is getting to be unbearable. Depression I can live with. That itchy crawly anxious feeling is horrible. Just horrible. I had forgotten how horrible. I just can't have this indefinitely. I don't know how to readjust my life to where it's bearable again.
Klonopin just isn't enough.
I hate the fears that even I know are silly. I hate the crushing feeling of impending doom. I just HATE anxiety disorders.
poster:Dinah
thread:436572
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