Posted by Messedup on November 18, 2004, at 0:08:41
In reply to Dear Steve,, posted by Susan47 on November 12, 2004, at 14:00:42
well been out of therapy for a month ( but going back) Still on the alchole no good I know but home alone oops big news bought a puppy which is really werid cause when i was 16 i went throght a really bad depressive episode ( though un diagnosed) and got a puuy then which got me through a really bad patch ( is histroy repeating or what). Well at home by self (with puppy) and decided in maybe 5 seconds thought, no tea (dinner for our U.S. freinds, we still have some English from the old country here) and open a bottle then another then another and am walk across the road to the wholesalers (boooze shop I dont know what you U.S.ers call it ) to get some more. BUT big news joined the Gym and did my second work out today ( still sore fromn the frist one). Found out that the wife has been seeing a guy (reason for the quick exit) but I guess it was sort of self fulfilling ( didnt want to trust her from last time so she never reallyb had a chance I guess. I started a new job 6 weeks ago ( im a teacher) AND AM LUCKY THAT THIS PRINCpal didnt listen to my last ( Hes actually an old neighbour so he gave me the benfit of the doubt) and hinted that I may have a job next year. God this writing is good for the ... I dunno getting stuff out. I mean who really reads this and comes over to talk about it. Im kinda closed off with people but this amnonity (sp?? dont teaching spelling well) is good. Any way still on the Meds, not to crazy and l;ooking after a puppy and a son who is going through hell because his parent split up. We talk lots but how do you convince a 6 year old that everythng will be ok???? It hard for him because hes been my linchpin so many times (even if he doesnt know it) and I guess my liufe Goal now is to rasie a healthy boy.
Time to get more beer folks. THanks if you take the time to read these ramblings. It really nice to hear form follow ups.steve
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