Posted by jay on October 29, 2004, at 16:28:52
In reply to Lost temp job meltdown long (much needed) rant, posted by Poet on October 29, 2004, at 12:57:16
Hi....I just wanted to relate my story, as you must know you are not alone. So
*many* of us with mental health issues seem to get the 'bad end' of the deal when it
comes to jobs. So, let me tell you my story.For quite a few years, I worked at minimal paying 'basic' jobs, after I went through a
bad depression. My meds...nothing was working out. I did everything from being a
security guard to an office cleaner. Here I was a guy with a degree in social work
and 10+ years experience in the field. I was making minimum wage, and I was
getting *heat* from everybody...bosses who used me, treated me like crud...I felt as
low as you can go. It's like a self perpetuating machine....the negativity feeds itself.
I did these jobs for almost 7 years.But, one day this past Summer, just by my desire to keep some *hope* alive, I
applied for a job as a therapist who works with developmental handicapped folks. I
prayed...heck begged for a *miracle*. And yes, I was luckily handed the job in July.
Yes, *miracles* still do happen..heh. So, now I am doing professional social work
that is eons beyond what I was doing....and really, it was a matter of chance, luck,
and perseverance. You've gone through all of this sh*t...it can only get better.Yes, I still have many of the same mental health issues I had before the job, but I
now have a bit of a boost of self-esteem and that is what we all deserve! The
experience has also made me a better person I think...much more humbler, thankful,
etc. So, try and detach yourself from your *job*....your are a greater sum more than
the simple, menial little jobs. The economy is bad right now...only way to get ahead
is if you are born into wealth, and there are millions like you and I.Anyhow, I hope you are feeling better...and please don't let all of the negativity
bound you down or reduce your feeling of self worth. You are above and beyond
the jobs you apply for.Best,
Jay
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