Posted by corafree on October 26, 2004, at 2:46:51
In reply to Re: Been Too Long At The Fair (Raitt), posted by boomarang on October 25, 2004, at 23:38:22
We haven't met, but somebody up there is watching over me, because you sent me the words I needed to hear.
I am printing out what you have said, enlarging the letters, and thinking it over, as it's hard to see yourself.
There have been some bad situations occur one after the other, I mean just in the past 2-3 weeks.
It's then I wish my father were here especially and realize again how much I am still grieving.
I would like to believe, I'm giving myself a break. On the other hand, as you've honestly expressed, I've given thought as to whether I am subconsciously trying to join Dad.
I don't give up easily.
I've talked to a person of deep faith; tearfully, I stared deeply into his eyes so nothing could come between our gaze, and asked him if my dad wanted me to come to him. Not a second passed, as I saw and heard him speak 'oh, no dear.'
I won't give up, not tonight, tks to you. cf
> i can tell you are not crying wolf. The world you are living in right now is very real.
>
> Is the life you are leading now the life you need in order to grieve and take stock of your inner voice. Or is this time frame not a solace for you but rather a negative period that is drawing you deeper.
>
> your honest answers will show you the way. You can give yourself permission not to answer the phone and have outside contact while you work this thro. When you are done you will know when it is time to return to the world. This choice does not make you a bad person. You are doing it for you.
>
> Another option is to pull yourself out while your feet feel stuck to the sticky quaqmire. This option is used when you feel you are not progressing with option one and actually putting yourself in harms way by continuing that lifestyle.
>
> be well,
> sara
>
poster:corafree
thread:407248
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20041016/msgs/407318.html