feeling sad

Posted by octopusprime on October 13, 2004, at 0:40:31

today i drank too much wine
today i'm on a hypomanic come down
today i looked at pictures of the people i used to love
and i still love them
and maybe they still love me
but it can't be
and i'm sad.
today i thought about the people that i see every day
the people that tell me that they are endeared to me
and that we have a special relationship
yet now i am alone
and i can't call
lest we cross our boundaries
and break our bonds
and i'm sad.
this morning i was a giant and i was on top of the world.
tonight i am small and i'm drowning in the ocean
and i'm sad.
i'm sure i'll feel better in the morning.
but morning can't come fast enough now.
sleep take me
to a place
where i'm loved unconditionally
and i'm not alone
and i'm happy
because i am so tired
of being sad.

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feeling sad octopusprime 10/13/04
Re: feeling sad » octopusprime saw 10/13/04
Re: feeling sad » octopusprime partlycloudy 10/13/04
Re: feeling sad » octopusprime fallsfall 10/13/04
(((((((op)))))))) kara lynne 10/13/04
kara lynne Jai Narayan 10/13/04
Re: feeling better octopusprime 10/13/04
Re: feeling sad yoshimi 10/14/04
kl » kara lynne yoshimi 10/14/04
(((Jai, wasabe, op))) kara lynne 10/15/04
kara lynne! my pal =) » kara lynne yoshimi 10/15/04

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