Posted by crazychickuk on September 10, 2004, at 18:18:39
This is tearing me apart BUT i dont wanna take any more meds, cus i feel they are just not gona help, i have had no luck.. i been med free for over a mnth BUT i feel detached and my panic is bad... i am panicing over all so rts and i am depressed still.. i can not talk to no one cus i feel all funy light headed etc... theres nothing wrong with me physiclly and my hrt keeps missing beats and stuff, i wore a holter monitor the other day was normal !! grrrr
I am in a constand state of panic and i am depressed am i alone ? this is freaking me out.. i cant get on with nothing and my daughter is attention seeking and i just dont have the energy to sort of be a mum kind of thing (single mum) i feel terrible, i am quite stubon and aragont lately.. i just cant stop panicing and being depressed, i feel weak, tired and i have racing thoughts.... my doctor has told me to wait for some therapy and to try and stay away from meds.. HE did give me a prescription for some effexor ( i took it few yrs back and it cleared my depression but caused anxiety, so i stopped, other meds had bad affects on me so i am gonna give them all a miss.. but not sure if i can.. i fear the worst in everything.. i fear if i took effexor that it will make me worse again.. i feel so strange... obviousley depression isnt it?
I am coming over all funny all the time, panic obviousley i mean i can be sat there and then suddenly everything looks weird and i feel light headed and my hrt starts to palpitate.... ya know when u get woken up in the morning and u r still asleep well thats how i am feeling all the time... only came on last week, i thought i was coming down with something.. my mum said my brother was ill with the flu so thats what i thought was wrong with me but it aint..
This feel so weird i dont wanna live like this mun!! i cant handle this feeling, its so strange.. i cant get on with normal day activities, my doctor said its all anxiety.. which i beleive to a certain extenct.. few weeks ago my mum went a way for 2 weeks so that was stress being left alone, then it was my daughters birthday few weeks ago too and was the stress of going to bbq, and my debts, and sorting out my broadband provider and ofcourse me stopping medication (remeron after 2 yrs cus they changed from tab to soltab and i didnt get on with soltab, etc etc... can this all contribute? will this go away at all?
anyone else get this?
thanks :-)
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thread:389344
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