Posted by B2chica on August 9, 2004, at 15:29:31
Sorry to be so blunt on the subject line but didn't know how else to word it.
I am finally at a point where i would like to talk with a friend of mine (died Feb. 2003). She completed suicide and there was SOOO much junk left between us that was never said.
I still have a lot of issues to resolve regarding her but i would like to visit her grave. I know the town where she was living when she died but i don't know the exact date. I know it was within the first two weeks of Feb. 2003.Do any of you have any suggestions of how i can locate where she was buried (if she was buried?).
I have no way to contact her family. And quite frankly i don't think i could face her mom even if i knew how. The last time i saw her (mom) she made me promise to stay in Jayme's life cuz i was a "good influence"- i said i would...i promised. I tried at first...but well, because of some of the rotting issues between us, and inside me i pushed myself away from our friendship. This will forever haunt me.
Though a part of me doesn't feel i "deserve" to, i am at a point where i would REALLY like to "see" her.
I've tried even googling her with obituaries and didn't find anything. i tried getting onto the town's paper's website and it wouldn't go back that far...
Please, i really need to find her. I need to go to her grave and tell her "in person" that i'm sorry. and to talk to her about everything. and most importantly why i let our friendship slip away and to ask for her forgiveness.
I do realize i won't be getting an answer...but i need...want to do this.Any suggestions?
b2c.
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thread:375691
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