Posted by just plain jane on July 25, 2004, at 22:35:16
In reply to A really big smile 4 u B2chica :) (nm), posted by Jai Narayan on July 23, 2004, at 21:56:11
I just spent the past few days away from home, away from my computer. I missed this terribly!!! It is so great to finally be in company with you who also perceive and feel.
Reading what has been posted in my absence just thrills me. After all these years of seeing myself as a freak, well... this has me in awe.
And some folks say there is no God.
As a child I was the pariah of my neighborhood. I never realized that it was because I cared so much, so deeply and strongly, and wanted so intensely to help. Everyone just loved to torment me. I see now it was because I scared them. I was (and am) on a level... plane, at a place, however you want to put it, that they cannot ever even visit.
But you all are here. We share this vast space, just we few.
We are not weird.
We are not pathological.
We are not too sensitive
or crybabies,
or any of the hundred other hurtful things
that people have called me or said to me
over the years.We are simply blessed.
Children of God.
Children.
Loving.
Caring.
Wide-eyed and trusting,
in spite of all the cruel,
untrustworthy,
jealous, hateful
things that have been said or done to us.
It is still the with innocence, trust, faith, love and concern of my youngest memories that I continue on each day.Still a child.
God's blessed child.((((( you fellow empaths )))))
Jane
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