Posted by Scott in Vermont on June 23, 2004, at 11:31:59
In reply to Re: thanks Scott » Scott in Vermont, posted by B2chica on June 22, 2004, at 13:33:45
Thank you for your words. I am still "searching", but the way it is boiling down is that I walk like a duck, I sound like a duck, and I act like a duck... no matter how much I want to be a goose, it looks like I'm a duck. But we'll see. Eventually the external stresses of my life will be contained, and then I will see what is left of Scott without this constant need for crisis management.
Knowing there are great and famous people with a similar disorder is a comfort, although it isn't much of one when I'm "in" the cycle. Right now I'm standing outside it totally. I feel really good today, meaning I feel "normal". Not up, not down, just Scott.
And again thank you... the children are the most important people in my life, bar none. I will do everything I can for the rest of my life to make sure they know that.
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