Posted by cubic_me on May 25, 2004, at 14:43:39
In reply to Re: Things aren't going great » cubic_me, posted by B2chica on May 25, 2004, at 11:24:28
I'm trying to be proud of myself for getting through exams, though results are tomorrow and I'm hoping I got through them ok. I've still got some work to do over the next few weeks but its not as intense as before. I've been doing some retail therapy and bought some sketching pencils so that I can get back into the sketch work I love to do (see http://img24.photobucket.com/albums/v72/feelingfaded/drawing1.jpg for a pic I drew last year).
I'm still going to therapy, but it feels really hard. I half want to say everything and end up a quivering mess, but I'm so used to being in control and being strong that I just can't do that. My boyfriend is usually really supportive, but he's got a load of work on at the moment and it feels like I'm having to mother him all the time and he never takes care of me.
I journal online (http://www.livejournal.com/users/ice_cube/) but I'm not finding writing easy at the moment, either online or in my paper journal. It all seems pointless really, even though its meant to be doing me some good somehow.
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