Posted by Ivan Michael on April 30, 2004, at 11:04:32
In reply to Re: HELLO!!! » Ivan Michael, posted by Fallen4MyT on April 29, 2004, at 18:01:22
hey there. thanks for explaining that. i knew what it was at one time but i was having a verie slow day and i forget a lot on days like that. i personallie don't know whats wrong with me. i, in a way, blame myself because my whole life i pushed away from people. i take things reallie hard and forgive but never forget. i was on paxil but hated it and just got off. just letting you know, i'm not going to school for anie sort of degree. i'm onlie 16 and a sophmore in highschool. i have two dogs and some fish. my girlfriend and her mom ARE great. saddlie, they are both depressed too. the mom had a not verie nice step mom and has been through drinking and divorce. my girlfriend had to deal with divorce (her parents'), friends who are also depressed and cutters and so on, and she was repeatedlie raped at the age of 4 by her brother. I don't realie like to talk about that much. i don't know why or how but when i hear or talk about things, it's like i'm there and i can see hear and feel all of it. i hate the feeling and can't stand going over that. well i gotta go but will post later. bye.
poster:Ivan Michael
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