Posted by karen_kay on April 27, 2004, at 18:39:00
In reply to I really need y'all again, posted by Tootercat on April 27, 2004, at 17:54:25
awww ((((toots))))
i'm thinking about you darling. and i know exactly how you feel. you know how i like to say i don't regret anything? i lie. before my father died, i left for school. i didn't need to leave so early. i tried to justify it and say i did, but i know in my heart i didn't. but, it's also very hard to see someone you love so very much so very weak. and my father was my world. i couldn't just wait around and watch him die. and my mother never quite saw it that way. but, she was always very strong, and i really admire her for that strength. but, i had to do what i could to keep my sanity. but, what i wouldn't give for just a few more moments with my daddy. i swear, i'd live it all again.
good luck toots.
poster:karen_kay
thread:340710
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