Posted by eidlalejsw on March 4, 2004, at 19:51:22
If I turn on the ignition of the car in the garage, with a hose attached to the exhaust pipe, how long will it take for me to die? Will I go to sleep or pass out first? I want this to be painless. I have never been liked. I am simply unlikable . Extrememly depressed for too long. Parents are getting old and can no longer support me. Cannot interact with people at all. I'm dead anyway. Afte money runs out, then what? 6 unsuccesssful suicide attempts. Therapy never worked. As soon as people encounter me, they get very hostile. Hate getting screamed at. Always seems to happen for just asking for help. I just have that type of face that says " Use me as an emotional punching bag"
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thread:320333
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