I was doing so well

Posted by Tootercat on January 19, 2004, at 16:10:34

For the last two weeks I've been doing so well. I actually started to enjoy the solitude of my little duplex unit. (getting a divorce, never lived by myself before and am 46)I've been on Zoloft since 12/29. Last night I woke up at 12:30 (fortunately DIDN'T have a panic attack) and never really went back to sleep...Am feeling sad and lonely and desolate. I guess hormones are playing a part (started my period yesterday) The weather sucks; it's overcast and cold. And what I think is the biggest culprit is the fact that I now have someone in my life who I adore and who adores me but the logistics are such that we can only see each other every couple of weeks and when we part I go from being gloriously happy to feeling like a piece of my heart has been torn off. Someday we hope to be able to be together but right now it isn't possible. We talk everyday at least, but it's hard. I think we're being tested. Oh well I just needed to "talk" about things....I'm hoping this is just a day setback cause I hate feeling like this.....

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