Posted by fayth on December 26, 2003, at 0:01:45
I spent mine alone.. my roomie was going to be here with me but at last min decided to go to long Island to be with friends.. I tried to sleep thru x mas day as was very depressed last night.. last few days tons of pain from going down on Xanax and since most of my friens are mad at me or putoff by the situation I heard from not one single friend.. this plus evil docters is making it hard for me tohave any faith in the human race. I have also had terrible depression which I think may be related to going down on Xanax... so I try to hold my breath and bite my lip and know that its not really me...
I do hope many people had a cozy holiday.. I miss my friends and while I guess I understand it still hurts very very much. Thank you to any and all who are supportive on this board.. its good for those who truly have no one.
poster:fayth
thread:293448
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