Posted by KellyD on December 20, 2003, at 22:46:16
I am in the best shape emotionally than I have been in a long time and I'm grateful for that. However, am I the only one who feels, even in a recovering state, that their ability to really feel happines is forever diminished? Not gone, but very altered? The "high" is a lot lower than it was at one time?
Mine feels due to grief over a huge, traumatic loss 5 1/2 years ago more so than from my mental illness, but it is a a tangable thing to me - this lowered ability.
No amount of meds, therapy, whatever... feels like it will matter or has mattered. And, yes, I've tried and tried all measures of "stuff". So, I'm resigned and I'm as alright as I can be with it.
I'm I just weird?
Thanks for reading my ramblings to those who took the time.
Kelly
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