Posted by zenhussy on December 6, 2003, at 21:24:00
In reply to Re: janejj how goes it with the healing? » zenhussy, posted by janejj on December 6, 2003, at 16:24:46
> Hi there Zenhussy,
> Thank you for asking! These days things seem to be better, there is a little less stress in my life (except for my landlord situation!). My weight is under control at the moment and that always helps.I know its still there though, waiting to creep back in if i let it! I would like some info, but I am always scared that it will trigger me.
> I hope that you are doing well! Thanks again.
> Janejj :)Janejj,
Glad to hear you are currently winning the battle. I have been thinking of you often and wondering what are the most difficult things you face in your struggles. I remember back to the times when it was an issue for me and dear gawd it was heinously awful. So I'm pleased to hear you're doing well. Except for landlord situation...sorry but I'm not up on what's going on there. I hope it works out.
I'm in the strange position of being happy to be putting weight on and keeping it on. Bizarre for me. Upon occasion I hear the voices of the ed in my head and just have to remember that the only thing it had in mind for me was death. Once I learned to see it as such I fought tooth and nail to crawl out of that space. It was over a decade ago and has stayed in my past except in thoughts and feeling from time to time.
You're brave and strong. Keep it up. Good going on the boundaries with knowing you might be triggered by sites or books. Holler if you want the support or help or just wanna say hi.
Take care hon.
zenhu$$y
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