Posted by femlite on December 1, 2003, at 23:18:56
In reply to Re: Hello All... um...help?, posted by EscherDementian on December 1, 2003, at 18:43:05
Hi Escher,
I am so sorry your feeling down.
Im not sure my paticular brand of cheering up is compatible to yours, but I want you to know I really appriciate you. Your a beautiful, talented soul. Thank you for the three letter day we shared.
Lots of hugs to you
((((((Escher)))))))
sending knee patch wishes your way> Hiya ....
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> Thanx for the hellos :)
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> Sorry, been miserably down in a very depressed black hole. (God or Satan indeed, Shar ;)
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> On a good day, been wondering about that business of dopamine cancelling out seratonin or something like that read in previous posts... been dreadful down... so my pdoc changed my zoloft to luvox and regular adderall to the xtended release, but 2weeks later and then some and no benefits yet... <<~deep sigh~>> *that seems to exhaust all my remaining energy today*
> On a not-good-but-frighteningly-'normal'-these-days-day, i can't seem to see my way clear to thinking it's a chemical problem, but rather the problem of a faulty existence of my soul.
> These past days (weeks? i've slept thru too much time) when i've awakened i look around and ask "are you STILL here?" and pull the blankets up over my head again. wonder who turned the gravity up. and i'm so tired. Can't seem to bring myself to taking all my vitamins & suppliments & teas... takes too much energy and i haven't the will to support the life, it seems.
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> (*blush* i'm so sorry to sound so down, but my usual healing humour just isn't available *anywhere*, i can't find it).
> Thanx for the hellos, i really mean that. if anyone has any suggestions or ideas for me, please post? i'm not logging in as often, but i will again, i know. I have fond memories of discovering PB/middle-of-the-night 'lurking'/finally posting, in my unwashed PJs and matted hair... Did me some good.
> Please post if you might have some help to share.
> i'm way bejond feeling like a one-legged contestant in an a*s-kicking contest... my soul's worn out at the knee.
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> Escher
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