Posted by deirdrehbrt on November 29, 2003, at 16:03:36
In reply to Re: Rough holiday, posted by Dinah on November 29, 2003, at 14:32:49
Hey Dinah,
Thank you so much for your concern.
I've tried to relax a bit today, and I've been tired. I have done some drawing and painting. Sometimes something comes out that way, and it helps. Today though, it's been just Christmas present stuff.
I hate feeling like this, and it seems that it's been happening more and more. It would be really nice if getting better didn't involve so much pain, terrible memories, and absolutely exhausting work. I keep marveling at the fact that there is so much pain and effort to recover from what someone else did to me. It is most certain that those people aren't going through the hell that I'm going through now.
I really hope to get better sometime soon. I'm really not the miserable woman that I must sound like here. I really enjoy lots of things, and would much rather talk about them.
Anyway, Thank you again, and I hope that you are well, and ready to enjoy the holidays.
Dee.
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