Posted by blink23 on November 6, 2003, at 15:31:31
OK.. here i go, Ive looked all around this website to find which what catorgory this may go under. But comming up on November 17 will be 2 years since I have been raped. It actully was somebody who I knew and could not press charges. anyway, I did back then go to a therpist but did not find it any help at that point. Things were all just a blurr to me, I didnt wanna talk about anything.After a couple of weeks of trying to block it so far away I started feeling a little better like i got rid of the pain. Trying to get back in the grove of things again. It was just really hard to function. But, As time went on depression started to kick in with major anxiety and that is when my doctor put me on Zoloft. Not a therpist. That worked great for me. I felt ok again and was able to function. about 11 months went by and those feelings started comming back to me, and i brought that to my doctors attention and that is when she recommened me to see a therpist. So I make an appt. But I didnt wanna talk about my past I just wanted her to adjust my meds, give me something that works better. So she then put me on wellbutrion and kept me on the zoloft, and of course she wants me to keep comming atleast once a month, But now I do wanna try and talk to her about things, but i guess i dont know how is my problem.. I read on here about you guys talking and having a communction bond between your therpist, and i feel i have that, but i feel really embarassed to talk to her about my past....Please Help I know I need to talk to someone about all this.. I havent done that, and i know it will make me feel so much better. How do you do it????????
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