Posted by Adia on October 13, 2003, at 11:46:17
In reply to Re: Adia » Adia, posted by HannahW on October 13, 2003, at 0:50:40
Dear Hannah,
:*** )
Thank you...so much..
I felt your hug and I feel safety in my heart...
Thank you for making me smile and bringing hope to my heart today.
Thank you so much for your message.
I've sent you an e-mail sharing my e-mail address.. :o) Hope you get it...?
(i sent it from the address I usually use, I didn't open a special one, I hope you get it?
or maybe there is a mistake in your address and that's why it didn't get through?)
let me know...
Thank you for being willing to share with me..that means a lot...
sex for me is something I wish I could live without for the rest of my life..
I do feel my b/f loves me but he finds it really hard and frustrating to understand and feel that someday somehow it will be ok..but so far I panic and can't be with him and if I do, I feel awful afterwards and I find it hard to handle the consequences..
It brings shame to talk about these things :o(
that's why I find it hard...Thank you so much for inviting me to write to you..
and for the hug today :**)
that brought a sense of safety,
lots of love to you,
Adia.
> I do wish you'd write to me, because there are things I want to share with you that I don't want to post publicly. Not that I want to exclude the friends I've made here--I'd gladly share with them too--it's the other 6 billion people in the world I'd rather not include.
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> BUT--the fact that you didn't write to me tells me that sex is probably too tender an issue for you. I will respect your space. I almost became a sex therapist, so as you can imagine, I have no trouble at all talking about it. But I understand that a lot of people do.
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> Your boyfriend sounds like a gem to be patient for 3 years. He clearly really loves you. And why wouldn't he?! You are a love. And although you talk about it being hard to share your heart, I see an amazing amount of tenderness in you. You've made yourself so vulnerable to me and others here on Babble, I just want to hug you.
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> (((Adia)))
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> H
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