Posted by JonW on September 28, 2003, at 22:32:13
Hey,
I was out with this girl tonight... we drank, we smoked... we hooked up in my car.... I should feel good about that as someone with SP, but I feel so depressed.... We were making out and I just collapsed on top of her with a feeling of horrible depression.... I saw some bands play 2 nights ago and got drunk.... I usually get depressed two or three days after I drink... I also missed my last dose of medicine today... I'm sure that didn't help... I just feel horrible right now... nothing ever goes right... I'm so depressed... I think I'll go get some sleep... thanks for listening.... she had a wonderful time and says I'm great..... I guess that should make me feel good... it doesn't..... I need some rest.... goodnight. tomorrow will be better.
Jon :(
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