Posted by KimberlyDi on August 25, 2003, at 17:17:15
In reply to I wake up wanting to die., posted by kara lynne on August 24, 2003, at 13:47:10
Think it's something in the air or the water? So many people seem to be in emotional pain right now. I have an overabundance of empathy and I hurt for everyone.
I know one thing, my life didn't change until I made a decision. What I was doing, wasn't working. It never worked.
Part of it was planning and the majority of it was very basic. I made myself a priority. Started off with eating right, giving myself time for plenty of sleep EVERY night, and taking my meds faithfully.
I made my happiness a priority (a first, believe me) and that was hard to do. I didn't even know what made me happy. I started off with one puppy, then two. Bought myself a pretty dress (when it was 75% off clearance true) and it actually looks nice on me. Maybe dresses looked nice on me all along, but I was wearing melancholy glasses and couldn't see it. Started standing up to my husband and thereafter, our marriage has improved dramatically.
KDi's wonder cure! for only 19.99!
But wait, there's more...No really, something happened when I started to love myself instead of hate myself. We all fight our different demons. Mine turned out to be myself!
Hang in there, miracles can happen. But even when they do, life still isn't fair.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Kara}}}}}}}}}}}}
KDi in Texas
poster:KimberlyDi
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