Posted by zenhussy on July 31, 2003, at 2:06:29
How long can one stay 'stoic'?
How long can one go without feeling because they have to?
How long does it take to make a coping mechanism for the time being into a coping mechanism for life?
Why am I so damn sad (um, best friend's father died, hs chum hit by car other day and has massive head injury)? Sure those things are things to grieve but when one never learned how to grieve how does one begin?
Is the insomnia after about three solid days and nights of sleep a rebound? Is this what happens when you don't let tears out?
Is this the kind of post that gets posted late at night when one wants to go to bed so badly but is just frozen with inability to do anything but feel the heaviness in my chest and the pain in my heart for these people.
It's almost August...I guess my me time is coming soon.
zh
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