Posted by gabbix2 on July 17, 2003, at 18:29:34
In reply to Why do I bother?, posted by yesac on July 17, 2003, at 15:49:06
Yesac have you noticed on this board alone how many people have mentioned
"You guys are probably sick of hearing about this now"
I've been a "boarder" for a year now, and though I've often had that same worry I can honestly say I've never been sick of hearing about any one persons issues, and you are no exception, and I'm sure everyone else feels the same!!As for the thinking ahead dread, it sounds to me like your anti-depressant medication (I'm assuming you are on some, I'm sorry I can't remember) needs to be tweaked. Thats the state I reached when many Dr's thought I was "better" because I wasn't suicidal, I was 'functional'
but its not better.
A Psychopharmacologist made me a real cocktail, of about 6 meds, and I honestly thought he was a pillpusher but in a few weeks I no longer had that hyper awareness of what I was doing, and what I should be doing and a sense of dread of the future I just "was" I hadn't felt that way since I was a child.
That cure lasted about 7 years.
It might be time for a med reevaluation.
Now if this is already what you are well aware of I'm sorry, I'm a mess today. I'm pleading not guilty by reason of grief induced stupidity :)
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