Posted by yesac on July 14, 2003, at 12:40:44
In reply to Re: Well... » Penny, posted by giget on July 14, 2003, at 11:10:30
You said that you've never gone to a hospital, but above you were telling me about surviving your suicide attempts. Did you not need to go after those, or do you mean you've never gone voluntarily?
I totally know what you mean about walking in and being vulnerable. That's probably the main reason I've never gone even though I probably really should have at times. That, and the fear of my family and others finding out and realizing how screwed up I really am. But I am just not sure that I ever could bring myself to go in voluntarily, even though I know it's better that way. I just don't know if I could make the decision that things really were that bad. I'm afraid of the disruption to my life, too.
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