Posted by paxvox on July 12, 2003, at 14:13:56
In reply to Have I really be gone so long?, posted by mightymouse on July 10, 2003, at 18:52:29
Mouse-woman. You never ceased to exist, you just went on walkabout. I am back after a 2-week actual "vacation" away from home. First 2-weeker I've done from my dreaded job in several years (God, I hate that place). However, being the poster child for OCD that I am, I must admit that I have been feeling "out of sorts" the entire time because I have been out of my "normal" routine. Well, I guess that will all end come Monday. On a side-note to those who have been following along, the wife and I have had about 5 meetings so far with the marriage counselor. I think we are making some progress, albeit slowly. However, there is about 8 years of emotions to work through, so I guess it will take some time. I guess, and I have told my wife and the counselor, that we will have to re-learn how to interact with each other. We still have some areas of friction that cannot be easily resolved, but I feel that soon we will be able to at least openly TALK about them rather than relegating them to the deafening silence we had become "used to". So much to say, so much to feel, so much to heel. I hope I will be given the time to live until there WILL be a day that I can look back and smile, having gone so far, having finished the race......and won. My love to all who know/care about me.
PAX
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