Posted by yesac on June 26, 2003, at 15:15:45
I had this very odd dream last night. In it, well, a lot of stuff happened involving me crawling across a busy highway in the pouring rain and pitch dark, fearful of falling into the raging sea. But I was on my way to see my psychiatrist. Eventually I got there. We were in some kind of lounge with a bunch of other therapists/patients. He was acting weird, like reading this magazine for a few minutes in the beginning. And suggesting that he would think I'd have something to say, something about me being articulate. After a few minutes we decided to leave for more privacy or something. Here comes the scary part - he tried to rape me. And he said that not only was he going to do it this once, but again and again in the future. This whole scenario in the dream was really discouraging and a huge let-down for me, because I have come to rely on him and trust him and really like him as a psychiatrist. The first I feel has truly cared.
Later in the dream, when I knew that that part had only been a dream, he was trying to protect me and my sisters from this huge King Kong gorilla that was trying to snatch everyone up. It kept snatching my sisters through the windows of a house, but not me, because they have red hair. I don't know what that was about!
I think that now I'm over the disturbance of the dream, but in the middle of the night it really got to me. I think mostly just the idea that he could betray me.
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