Posted by giget on June 24, 2003, at 7:07:04
I have finally been starting to get out of my major depression and sucide problems... and starting to feel good.
Then a week ago, my downstairs neighbor died, my mom put my cat to sleep, without my knowledge, I went to the doctor because of what I thought allerigies... Now I have alleriges, a sinus infection and broncittus.... and have to get a chest xray... It is never ending for me.
When it rains it pours. Since I took the mental leave recently, they told me I could not miss ANY work. So I am at work and have been here, feeling drained and awful.... amd can bearly breath.... but I am here!
Life could be worse, I know and have been there, I guess I just needed to vent to someone who has been there....
They say I am a highly sensitative person, and that causes me to get really physically sick along with sensitative to emotion and feeling....
It is never something small like a back pain, last time I had that it was kidney stones.... It can't be just tired, it was mono... it can't be just an abnormal pap, it has to be pre-cancerous cells....
I have alot wrong, but I can still walk, take care of myself and take care of others who are not as well off...
Goddess I needed to vent...
Anyone out there?
poster:giget
thread:236603
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