Posted by lostsailor on June 19, 2003, at 12:42:33
I have been lurking here, there and everywhere.
I have been reading and giggling for some and weeping for others. You are my pre, concurrent and possibly post-par tom family and I love you all.I have been running little and ruminating more
Cycling less--letting mail menstrual tears flow.
I am shedding but not dying.Doc says I'm doing well although I perceive my life is hell.
I have been plagued by uncertainty lately
and asked if getting well could be painful and confusing?"yes," said he, "emergence in uncertainty and while sad I was certain there was no hope; while a tad manic I tasted hope everywhere but new all along that manic is wrong and I must call for a "tune-up" and debriefing.
Panic attacks are further apart and less intense than in years. Anxiety's cloak is still draped around my shoulders though.
The Irony is that summer is usually the worst part of my year. Tis only I that even transverses the SAD cycle??? If this logic follows winter will be better still I am curious...
How peculiar our illness' are: when ill, we hide
and emerging, we're blind...I hate to spend the money on having prescription lenses put in my signature Ray Ban Cat’s-eye ['s]. I have become accustomed to wearing them indoors in the dark.
This "public" health announcement is brought to you by the makers of Lamictal, Vailim, Lexapro,
the cute puppy in the Ambian commercials and fellow babblers everywhere.In glued together pieces.
~tony
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